Salam. What cruelty these Cosmos voice at us. As context grimly waxes And ecstacy wanes, the pain Of not holding you now Mounts like mounts Corroding into sunshot dunes Of expansive, golden deserts. Samawi By recognizing I’ll one day hold you again. The insurmounted be damned.
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Parting Gift
Unearthing Crow skulls From Near dark depths Of Synchonous Frequencies emanating Through the waves Of waterfalls Where the cold Of liquid crawling Down the cliffside Terminates in Navy blue and bright white
Truth Or Consequences – Journal 3/17/18
Let’s talk about quantum immortality a little bit. It’s when you’re about to shoot yourself in the head, but in one reality the gun jams, and in the other it keeps going. Imagine it like leaping from one existence to the next, understanding the you’ve made that jump and also carrying the knowledge of yourContinue reading “Truth Or Consequences – Journal 3/17/18”
Reset to Stock Assets – Journal 7/8/17
Grief in my life has come in waves every once in a while. I can normally track it like the phases of the moon (wow, how fucking edgy of me), and sometimes it reaches out like a rogue wave to capsize whatever high I’ve been on. I’m currently housesitting, which is giving me time toContinue reading “Reset to Stock Assets – Journal 7/8/17”
Worst Side of Me
You got what you were Looking for I guess 2 AM before a final A year and a half After we stopped Talking 2 years and 3 months After I ripped Your heart to shreds Didn’t listen To anything you said “I hate that I love you” I can understand that Feeling now but SomewhereContinue reading “Worst Side of Me”
Hurt
Shot with a Canon EOS Digital Rebel XS; f/5; 1/30; ISO-400; 24mm
Stovepiped
Stovepiped More bullets won’t save you. First date at the diner Shot up. Some stop at the corner At a park in winter Parked car in a lot With friends, A bandolier. Sparks dying on the asphalt When a cigarette left your hand. Burn marks on your fingers Hidden from your parents When I droppedContinue reading “Stovepiped”
Not a Knight in Shining Armor
Not a Knight in Shining Armor I still had your photos On my wall and chestplate. For some reason I hadn’t burned them Until just yesterday. So many bonfires past. I won’t forget some of those ashes. All hooks in the muscles Moving my mind through punji spikes, Trapping the trail I would’ve walked WithContinue reading “Not a Knight in Shining Armor”
Dread
Dread Waking up at three a.m. I notice you’ve undressed Somehow in the interim Entirely from pajamas They’ve slid off Just like my wave of rest Realizing my hands Are holding bare skin And I close in Ignoring what I know From yesterday And the days yet ahead I thought I’d dreamed of Sleeping besideContinue reading “Dread”
Wrong Number
Wrong Number W’re sry E numer yo r Tying to rech Hs ben diconetd R is n lnger in srvic W#’re sry e num#er yo# #r T#ying to re#ch H#s be#n di#co#ne#t#d #r is n# l#nger in s#rv#ce Numbers Don’t feel at all Numbers### Failed to call Why is #t t#at th#s Last dial IContinue reading “Wrong Number”